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= F.U.C.K. - Fucked Up College Kids - Born Jan. 24th, 1993 - F.U.C.K. =
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So-Called Friends
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"Friends", or so they call themselves. These people seem to
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think that just because you are nice to them, that you are at their
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beck and call 24/7. This is just wrong, I mean, there are times that
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a person just does not want to do anything, much less put up with some
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incessant bitching about stuff that they could care about.
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The reason I am saying all of this is that this recently
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happened to me with someone that I met about two or three months ago.
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I started talking to her (who shall remain nameless, to not
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incriminate the inncocent [or guilty, whichever the case may be]).
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After about a week, I was picking her up from school every
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day, no matter if I wanted to or not. At this, you might say that I
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have no will power of my own, and this is partially true, but i did like
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this her alot. I feel that she kind of screwed me over, I asked
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her out, and to this day she has not answered me, although I have not
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talked to her in about three weeks now. It bothered me for awhile that
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she never answered me, but since then I have talked to various people
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about the situation, and have come to the conclusion that she is a bitch,
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nothing more, nthing less, and that I could care about the way she feels
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about me. I was going to trust her with my heart, but she done messed
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it all up. I am not sure if she will ever answer me, but at this point
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in time I know that I do not care one way or the other.
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The big thing is, she would go on and on about how she did
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not want to choose between the new people that she met through hanging
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out with me and my friends and the people that she had always hung
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out with. After about a month or so, she found out that some of my
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friends did not like her all that much, it wasn't like they hated her,
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it was just that they thought that she was kind of annoying in the way
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that she treated some people, in particular me. Then she expected me
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to choose between her and my friends. For awhile, afer I asked her out,
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I thought that I would choose her over my circle of friends, but then
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after talking to my friends, my eyes were opened to the fact that she
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was a bossy little bitch who always got her way, no matter what.
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The point I am trying to make is that a real friend would not
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make you choose between them and other people like this girl did to me.
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I can see kind of where she was coming from, but I do not think that
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it is right for one person to make another choose between them and others.
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It is not their place to do so, and it is damned hard on the person
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who has to do the choosing. If you would like to be a good friend
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to you friends, do not make them make a decision like that, because it
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will make that person a nervous wreck.
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Friends, in my lowly opinion, stand right by their friends in
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hard times, slow times, through anything, and will alwys be there.
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They do not force each other to make hard, and sometimes heart wrenching,
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decisions about who they would rather hang around with. Sometimes this
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can lead to whoever is supposed to make the choice start thinking that
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everyone is a total asshole, and that you cannot trust anyone with your
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feelings and your heart, but I learned that a long time ago,
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Another little bitch that I have is about that 'Let's still be
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friends' line that ex-whatevers like to use so much. I was sitting in
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my folks house, visiting and shit, the phone rang and i, of course,
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answered it. I talked to this person for about 10 minutes before i
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figured out that is was my ex-fiance'. It turned out that one of her
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friends was getting married in the town where i live in a couple days
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and she wanted to see me. Now i haven't seen this bitch in about nine
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months, andd here she was, right out of the blue, wanting to see me.
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I drove back the my apartment thinking of all these weird ways to make
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her feel like shit. But alas, i am too much of a nice guy to do anything
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mean and vindictive to her, so i just planned to get myself roaring drunk
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by the time she got here. I started too late, and only had a couple drinks.
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She showed up, and I was just a nice guy and acted a little cold towards her.
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I guess she still cares about me, but the last thing I told her was 'Have
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a nice life.' I had seen her once since the breakup, and was not, N-O-T,
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looking forward to seeing her. So after she left, i proceeded to get
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TOTALLY wasted out of my mind, and somehow came up with the notion that
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guilt can make some parts of a person's anatomy grow to grotesqly immense
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sizes, which is what must have happened to this girl. One of my friends,
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when i walked back in the house, said that her butt was large enough to
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set drinks and a clock on. After that, somewhere during the course
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of the night, I thought up the phrase 'She's a Big Bootie Bitch', which
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has kinda stuck with me since then. To some of you out there, reading this
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and more than likely hating it, this may not seem like a big thing but to
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me, this pretty much sums up what i think of this girl. She messed up
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the best thing in her life when she got rid of me, but I can now get
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to bigger and better things.
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There ya go folks, read it, hate it, love it, or just plain FUCK IT!
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-Zen
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= Questions, Comments, Bitches, Ideas, Rants, Death Threats, etc etc... =
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= Internet : jericho@netcom.com WWIVnet : 123@3314 =
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= VMB : 303.763.6377 Or On One Of The Boards Below... =
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= Chemical Persuasion 203.324.0894 Ionic Destruction 215.722.0570 =
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= Wulf's Den 303.699.WULF E.L.F. (NUP) 314.272.3426 =
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= Dungeon Sys. Inc. 410.263.2258 Celestial Woodlands 409.764.2843 =
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= Plan 9 716.881.3663 Logikal Nonsence 717.XXX.XXXX =
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= Purple Hell 806.791.0747 PuRe EViL (NUP) 905.XXX.XXXX =
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= The Keg 914.234.9674 Misery 318.XXX.XXXX =
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= Files through Anonymous FTP : FTP.NETCOM.COM - cd \pub\illusion\fuck =
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