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= F.U.C.K. - Fucked Up College Kids - Born Jan. 24th, 1993 - F.U.C.K. =
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The Blood in My Veins
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I walk the older streets, listen to the chorus of all these diseased
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machines that people don't see, big iron ones that have done their work for
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years without service because they're not paid attention. It's easier to
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think that way, get lost in that drone, you don't have to process the storms
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of information that the people you see tend to throw at you unintentionally.
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Things happen all around. Old man on the corner, his eyes seem to roll
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back into his head, radiating the idea that he's been through more than
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anybody else, and because of that, thought about everything more, even though
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in our heads we've all got the same bullshit that we think is so important
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we've just got to preach it to the world. Some kids sitting cross-legged in
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a circle, passing the time with talk that's so basically human and old that
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it's almost silence. Fourteen different logos fighting to catch my eye at
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once, each unique in the same way.
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Of course, my mind isn't onto all this shit, just my eye, but I'm not
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thinking about anything anyway. Just walking.
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Without my lover I would be bitter, angry, because the most beautiful
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people I'd known in my life were all unable to communicate their minds. They
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had lost the desire to communicate, and sought simply to learn for themselves.
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I blamed the system, before. Not the system as in government, society,
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whatever, but the actual structure within the apparent chaos of 'reality'-
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one action followed by a burst of reactions.
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Now, though, I feel a sort of compassion-apathy for it all. The
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constant state of change in an individual layered on top of the lack of
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motion in the big picture. The world is a slow-motion time machine, and I
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am its muted observer, interested only in outcomes and never their
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ramifications. Life's not unfair, it's just the way it is.
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I'm still walking through all of this, ideas transforming, combining,
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mating in my head, ideas my actual self is not responsible for, my body and
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soul reaching a state of euphoria. The entire mass consciousness is laid
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before me the way a turkey would be set out on Thanksgiving. My five senses
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sculpted into a perfect unity. Time is passing, but I'm not moving. Not a
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muscle, not a neuron.
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Then, without a word of goodbye, in a single instant, my lover leaves my
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mind and my veins. The places she had caressed me turn to wounds, and I am
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left, blind, under the sun that I know will kill me. And I still hear the
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wailing of these diseased machines.
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-rb.
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