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= F.U.C.K. - Fucked Up College Kids - Born Jan. 24th, 1993 - F.U.C.K. =
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the rose and the bloodgarden
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i often think of myself as a rose, especially
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when my inner companions sing their sweet hell
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music softly within the white tissues of my
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mind. a rose is pure perfection mottled by
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wicked thorns that jab the tender places. this
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is what i do. this is who i am.
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[ 2 of me. & they weep. ]
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i hurt the ones i love. i have two halves. one
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is loving, passionate, generous. she is known
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by her own name, and those who love her are
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fools. the other side is heartless and cruel.
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she has no name, but she is in control. bloody
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words escape from the cage in her mind, and
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they cut others without mercy.
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[ white & blood dripping. ]
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i know others like me. i smile tenderly at
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them when they describe their inner agony.
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i offer words of comfort, though the advice
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i give is hollow. once i received the same
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advice. ( it will pass, things get better,
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life is too wonderful to pass up. ) i hated
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the givers. theirs were lives of beauty and
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normality. no demons spoke to them of their
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dreams. no images of violence and hatred
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disturbed their thoughts. only sweet solace.
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i wanted to kill them for it.
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[ 2 roads & i took.. ]
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i used to find meaning in the words of the
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great poets. one could say that i am a
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successful young woman carving her place in
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a man's world. those who know me are amazed
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that i am alive. neither understands me.
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it is just as well. insanity cannot be
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understood by the sane. tell me, would you
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dance with the devil if your own choosing?
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[ bloodgarden ]
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i live in a bloodgarden, where i can
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appreciate the beauty of the rose, but i
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cannot keep myself from pricking my skin
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on the thorns. for i find more joy in the
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pain than in the purity. perhaps you are
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reading these words and cannot understand
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them. be grateful if this is so. i would be.
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[ scribbling, bibbling, bibbling, scribbling.. ]
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mozart - amadeus
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Palpable Obscure
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