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= F.U.C.K. - Fucked Up College Kids - Born Jan. 24th, 1993 - F.U.C.K. =
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Why Do I Hate You So Much?
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"What did I do to make you hate me so much?" You've asked that
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question at least 100 times. But the question isn't completely
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accurate, because you know damn well what you did. What you want to
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know is "Why did I react the way I did?" In other words, "Why do I hate
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you so much?"
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First of all, let me get things straight. It's not you that I hate, I
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love you with all my heart. I don't hate you, I hate what you did.
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You managed to hurt me more than I've ever allowed any other human
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being to do. You pushed me over an edge that no one else has ever been
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able to push me within a mile of. That's what I hate.
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But I can't do anything to change that. I can't do anything to
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anything that you've done. But you know that I'm a vindictive person.
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You know that anytime that anybody does anything to hurt me or piss me
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off that I strike back, that I force them to suffer twice as much as
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they made me suffer. You knew that before you never said you loved me.
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You knew that long before you lied.
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I can't do anything to what you did, so I target the next closest
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thing. I target you. Directing my hatred at what you did would
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accomplish nothing, but by directing it at you, I can see the results.
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I can see the pain. I can see the tears. And I like it.
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I like it because now it's my turn. My turn to make you suffer as
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much as you made me suffer. To hurt you like you hurt me. To make you want
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to die.
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The only thing that I can do to make myself feel better is to break
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you. And one night it finally happened. I pulled you over the edge
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with me and you finally felt all the pain and the fear and the
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devastation that I felt.
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Did I feel better? Yes. But I wasn't happy. Because the only thing
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that made me happy was you.
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Yes I wanted to wrap my hands around your throat and squeeze until
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your flesh turned a pale shade of blue, but I also wanted to wrap my arms
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around your waist, gaze into your eyes, and tell you I loved you.
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But you took that love away. And so, since I couldn't be happy, I
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decided to make you miserable as well.
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So now you know why I hate you so much. Now you know why I'm so
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"mean" to you. It's because I love you so much.
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-InVerse
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