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= F.U.C.K. - Fucked Up College Kids - Born Jan. 24th, 1993 - F.U.C.K. =
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smart thinking
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There's a little Voice, deep inside your head, that you know
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very well. It tells you little things - like when not to
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cross the street even though you should have enough time
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on the walk signal to make it across. It tells you big things,
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like when to say no to that nice enough guy who keeps asking
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you out on a date. It's just that feeling, that intuition,
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that tells you what is right and wrong for every nanosecond
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of your existence.
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When you ignore it, shitty things happen.
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Sometimes the shit isn't so deep. Once, when I was waiting to
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get on a plane to NY, an announcement burst over the PA. USAir
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was offering cheaper rates to anyone who was willing to wait
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for the next flight. My gut told me "take it." My family
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disagreed. We spent the next few hours on the worst flight
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of our lives, tossed around wildly in a thunderstorm. People
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were screaming. My mother was worrying that she had forgotten
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to sign their will. It was that bad. But all that really
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happened was that we were scared. I wish I had listened to
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the Voice, though. Now it takes heavy drugs and minor amounts
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of alcohol to even get me to consider getting on an airplane.
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Live and learn, right?
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Sometimes the shit is deeper. Two times in my life I have
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been in love - real love, not little puppy dog crap. In both
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cases, I was really too young to do the right things and make
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a happy ending. In both cases, I was given an opportunity
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to try again, with more experience and less bullshit. But my
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voice kept telling me that it simply would not work, that
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I would end up getting hurt somehow. Blindly I ignored my
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gut and rambled on, trying desperately to recapture what I had
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lost through my own stupidity and childishness, thinking that
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I could do it over, and better this time. As always, the Voice
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was right. It knew before I did that I was being stupid. In
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both cases, of course, I ended up getting cut. Deep. Now I know.
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In matters of love, listen to the Voice.
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Smart thinking is listening to your Voice. Whether that means
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going to one college instead of another, taking a different
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route home, or moving to California instead of New York,
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ultimately, your Voice helps you make decisions about your
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life that might mean the difference between happiness
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and despair. Alone as we all are, we have our inner selves
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that speak to and through us. If you pay attention, you might
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learn something about loving yourself, and doing the right
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thing, no matter how annoying or terrifying that path might
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be.
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I know I'll ignore the Voice, off and on. We all do.
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And every time I'll look back, and remember that it was there,
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and know that I should have listened. Maybe getting older and
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wiser means nothing more than having a louder Voice. I just wish
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mine would scream instead of whisper.
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demonika
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