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= F.U.C.K. - Fucked Up College Kids - Born Jan. 24th, 1993 - F.U.C.K. =
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with no caring
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someone... something... somewhere must be laughing its ass off.
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i find myself very frequently thinking about just what the hell we are. it
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could be that we're a completely natural, but random chemical reaction that
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just happened to take place on this arbitrary rock in this dark, sparkling
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void.
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there could be a divine being, possibly several divine beings who were
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overflowing with love and creativity, and just had to make a universe out
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of it.
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it could be, though, that we are under a microscope being watched by some
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sick fucker who created this species to bitch and moan and burn up fossil
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fuels so that he/she/it may learn, and teach its kind about what it is to
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be disgusting.
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imagine that any, or all, of these possibilities is true. that still
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doesn't explain much of anything. we're still a greedy, sloppy, stupid,
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bitchy, dull, brainwashed species, and we have no clue why.
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i'm not at all grateful for my existence, and those of the other billions
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of people on this planet. why should i be when my favorite sitcom got
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pre-empted for the state of the union address? and why do they have to
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broadcast it on every channel? politicians suck! they're all dirty and
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corrupt, or so i've been conditioned to believe. wouldn't matter either
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way. i need someone distant to hate. kill whitey! you can't oppress me!
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women's rights! gay rights! animal rights! free tibet! peace in the middle
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east! no new taxes! oh god these potato chips make me feel fat. i'd blow my
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brains out if i could find them.
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so, all of a sudden, a chemical reaction occurs. it spends the next 20 or
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so years being controlled by an ape or two, who were brainwashed beforehand
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to believe that certain things are "wrong" - such as pornography, obesity,
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sugar, and opinionated youth; and that other things are "right", such as
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standardized education, tolerance, parental supervision, and broccoli. the
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apes have no idea how to care for this young chemical reaction, although,
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for their entire existence, they had these universal guidelines to follow.
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out of all the things they were conditioned to accept, the reasons behind
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the universal guidelines' existence and common acceptance were never
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revealed. no one knows how these things start. people may scapegoat time,
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but i believe they arose more like the bible.
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tangent: on a beautiful spring night in bethlehem, some drunken men were
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sitting around a campfire, breaking things over their heads, when a
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tradition was born: the first to fall asleep would have a nasty trick
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played on him. and, of course, good ol' joseph the lightweight passes out
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first, becoming history's first party victim. the other four partygoers
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plotted out their devious plan....
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back then, there wasn't a whole lot else to do besides plot against people,
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so these four lushes devised a long, and very detailed ploy. in brief, one
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of the four sedated and fornicated with joe's wife, mary. nine months
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later, the other three dressed up like idiots and brought shiny rocks and
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smelly things to the manger where mary, who didn't know what the hell was
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happening, was giving birth. they claimed to be wise men. the lush who had
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done the deed dressed in white and said he was a divine messenger sent from
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the Origin of Everything, more commonly known as God.
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and so on...
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anyway, ape 1 and/or ape 2 spend about 20 years guarding their young
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chemical reaction, making sure that no one gets close enough to implant an
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opinion in its head not preset by the universal guidelines. they were,
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however, conditioned to trust public schools.
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to make a long, and extremely well known story short, we live, we burn
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fossil fuels, we die, and we pollute this rock with lacquered wooden boxes
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which hold our corpses.
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we're planted on this rock. we don't know why, and most of us are
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perfectly, stupidly happy not knowing. with no caring, we putt along, not
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minding being completely oblivious, and completely useless.
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this includes me. i can't deny the fact that i still want, and love, even
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knowing that it doesn't matter. i'm as human as any of the drones around
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me, and just as brainwashed. i sometimes have to remind myself to think.
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it's disgusting just how human i am, and how i can go about my merry
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business just like everyone else. i'll say i'm not like everyone else. i'm
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not like anyone else. but i can just as easily talk about trivial bullshit
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and how important it is to me. i imagine this as my inner unrest-the
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question i am always asking. but hell if i know the answer, or the question
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for that matter.
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i could fall in love with this turmoil.
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i want to forgive myself for being human, but that seems like an
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unreasonable request. at the same time i want to believe that i'm not, or
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that it's not my fault. i realize now that i can't stop myself from
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feeling, needing, and wanting. i refuse to accept this as a fault i must mend.
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sarikei
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