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= F.U.C.K. - Fucked Up College Kids - Born Jan. 24th, 1993 - F.U.C.K. =
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No Face
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I remember when I first read the very first post I ever saw you in ... I
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knew then that you were someone I wanted to get to know better. It was
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shortly after that day that we first started talking, and found out that
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you were a brother to the guy that I was currently in a relationship with
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... and that you were the same guy that one of my girlfriends had talked
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about.
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As the weeks and months went on, we would talk about various things, and
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gradually became very good friends. It was you who I'd call when I had
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gotten into another fight with J., it was you who would always help me
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through it, and it was you who was there for me. Even though, we were not
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face to face, you opened your heart to me and gave me a shoulder to lean on
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when I needed it the most.
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Now as the years have gone by, we have gone through other relationships
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with various people, and even went on non-speaking terms for a while
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because of it. But, now we are once again back as being friends.
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When I was feeling down and out, or just wanted to talk some time away, I
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could always call you. You always managed to help me feel better, forget
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about whatever, or just make it all seem a lot more manageable. We were
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good friends. Each only able to describe each other as a "story", when
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asked how we would describe each other in one word.
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It was you that were there for me, so many times. It was you who I
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originally went down south to meet ... for the first time in five years of
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knowing each other. After everything that we had been through, and
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everything that we had shared, we now were going to meet face to face. As
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the time neared you were scarce, but still swore that you wanted to meet.
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As the day came, you were sick, and you were sick the whole time, and for
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two weeks afterwards that I had been down there. We never met. Still you
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have No Face.
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Now it having been a month since we could have met, we barely talk. I've
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picked up the phone numerous times and tried to call you, but you were
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always busy, or would call me back ... was it just to get me off the phone,
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or are you really that absent-minded? When I sit down and think things
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through, I'd say that you were just brushing me off, and wanted me gone.
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But after all this time, would you really do that? And would you not just
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have the guts to tell me that out-right? Why waste time playing games?
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Neither of us feel that we have enough time to waste playing games, so why
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does it feel like that is all this has ever been?
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Even though you have no face, in my memory or my mind, your heart is very
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close to mine ... or so I thought.
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Maybe it's not so much you have No Face, more like you have No Guts or No
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Heart or is it No Brain? Either way, I know that you will never have a
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Face in my life, so it is these words that I say as we depart...
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-Me, Myself, and I.
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07/23/98
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