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= F.U.C.K. - Fucked Up College Kids - Born Jan. 24th, 1993 - F.U.C.K. =
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Sometimes I Wonder
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Tonight, I've just been reading. Looking through old books, checking out
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the news on the web, and just talking to people. It's pretty normal, seeing
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as I love to add more information to my ever-consuming cranium. But one of
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the things getting to me tonight is the F.U.C.K. Files.
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I've got a pretty good life. In fact, I^'d call it great, in general. I'm
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16 years old, the only one of my friends to have a car (somewhat of a
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blessing and a curse), and my family is pretty well off. I can afford to
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blow my wads of cash on trivial things like Warhammer, and the new computer
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I'm saving up for. Never in my life have I heard my parents raise their
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voice at each other, and only occasionally at me. I have good friends who
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are there for me, and I'm glad to be there to help them. Plus, I've got a
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decent intellect to work with. Yeah, I have a great life.
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But when I see something like the F.U.C.K. Files, I really do feel kind of
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stupid. This always happens to me. I have some sort of complex that I'll
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never really understand. I look down on a lot of people. But when I have
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the slightest respect for anyone, I feel rather low, like I'm not as good.
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Like I'm not doing enough. Something. Fuck if I know why, but it just
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happens. And when I read some of the stuff the Files have in store for me,
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it really makes me wonder.
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Why is it that I have this great life? Why is it that people have to
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suffer through such shit? You've all seen the examples. Nearly every single
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one of these text files shows some sort of well-put human suffering. The
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kind I've never known personally. Hell, the only one I've written so far
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was a decent-at-best piece about the Dress Code at my school. That's the
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worst thing I have to write about? When there's all this hate and violence
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and stupidity everywhere? A fucking Dress Code? I don't know who or what to
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be more angry at; their bad situation, my good situation, or just me for
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bitching about my gift of a good life.
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As I look back on what I've written, it doesn't make too much sense. Once
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more, I'm just bitching about nothing. Bitching about bitching, and about
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how I can't bitch about things half as bad as others have to bitch about.
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Heh. I'll never understand myself!
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Lexington
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lexington@antisocial.com
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