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THE COLLECTED WRITINGS
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OF JACK PARSONS
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The Book of Babalon,
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The Book of Antichrist,
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and other writings
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PART ONE
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THE BOOK OF BABALON
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January 4 - March 4, 1946 E.V.
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INTRODUCTION
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This book contains the record of a magical experiment relating to
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the invocation of an elemental, the thereafter of the Goddess or
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Force called BABALON, and the results thereof. An appendix con-
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tains some details of the method, published for the first time.
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The contents should be clear enough to those who are prepared for
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understanding, and a little study and effort should make it so
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for those who desire understanding. For the rest, each will no
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doubt interpret it in accord with his own predilections.
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A note on the underlying philosophy. The present age is under the
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influence of the force called, in magical terminology, Horus.
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This force relates to fire, Mars, and the sun, that is, to power,
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violence, and energy. It also relates to a child, being innocent
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(i.e. undifferentiated). Its manifestations may be noted in the
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destruction of old institutions and ideas, the discovery and
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liberation of new energies, and the trend towards power govern-
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ments, war, homosexuality, infantilism, and schizophrenia.
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This force is completely blind, depending upon the men and women
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in whom it manifests and who guide it. Obviously, its guidance
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now tends towards catastrophy.
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The catastrophic trend is due to our lack of understanding of our
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own natures. The hidden lusts, fears, and hatreds resulting from
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the warping of the love urge, which underly the natures of all
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Western peoples, have taken a homicidal and suicidal direction.
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This impasse is broken by the incarnation of another sort of
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force, called BABALON. The nature of this force relates to love,
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understanding, and dionysian freedom, and is the necessary coun-
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terbalance or correspondence to the manifestation of Horus.
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It is indicated that this force is actually incarnate in some
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living woman, as the result of the described magical operation. A
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more basic matter, however, is the indication that this force is
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incarnate in all men and women, and needs only to be invoked to
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free the spirit from the debris of the old aeon, and to direct
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the blind force of Horus into constructive channels of under-
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standing and love. The methods of this invocation are described
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in the text.
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The background of this material may be found in the Book of the
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Law, the Comment thereon, and other writings of Aleister Crowley;
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also in various magical, anthropological, psychological, and
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philosophical texts. These are all necessary to an understanding
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and use of the material.
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One further point. It should be remembered that all human activi-
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ties, after the vital functions are fulfilled, arise from the
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need to love or to be loved. It is therfore quite literally true
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that in understanding (i.e. that which embraces all categories of
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love) is all power given. A grasp of the principle of bipolarity
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should make this clear.
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With this crude and rudimentary philosophical discourse, then, I
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present the Book of Babalon:
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A. CONCEPTION
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In January 1946 I had been engaged in the study and practice of
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Magick for seven years, and in the supervision and operation of
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an occult lodge for four years, having been initiated into the
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Sanctuary of the Gnosis by the Beast 666, Fra. 132, and Fra.
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Saturnus. At this time I decided upon a Magical operation de-
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signed to obtain the assistance of an elemental mate. This is a
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well known procedure in Magick (cf. Ch. VIII in Magick in Theory
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and Practice), consisting of the invocation of a spirit or ele-
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mental into tangible existence by various magical techniques.
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I decided upon the use of the Enochian Tablets obtained by Dr.
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Dee and Edward Kelley, employing the *n*n*n square of the Air
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Tablet. The technique was approximately as follows:
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(January 4, 1946, 9:00 PM)
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1. Prepared and consecrated Air Dagger. (The other magical weap-
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ons were previously prepared. This dagger served as the special
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talisman of the operation.)
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2. Prepared Enochian Air Tablet on virgin parchment.
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3. Prepared Parchment Talisman
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4. Rituals as follows:
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(a) Invoking Pentagram of Air.
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(b) Invocation of Bornless One.
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(c) Conjuration of Air.
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(d) Consecration of Air Dagger.
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(e) Key Call of third Aire.
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(f) Invocation of God and King of Aire.
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(g) Invocation of Six Seniors.
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(h) Invocation of (RZDA) by *n*n*n and (EXARP), to visible ap-
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pearance.
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(i) Invocaton of wand with material basis on talisman.
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(j) Invocation with dagger.
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(k) License to depart, purification, and banishing.
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I followed this procedure for eleven days, from January 4 to 15,
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with the following entries in my record:
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January 5. A strong windstorm beginning suddenly about the middle
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of the first invocation.
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Jan 6. Invoked as before. Wind storm continued intermittently all
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day and night.
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Jan 7. Invoked twice. Wind subsided. Used Prokofief Violin Con-
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certo No. 2 as musical background.
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Jan 8. Invoked twice, using blood.
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Jan 9. Invoked twice, replenishing material basis.
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Jan 10. Invoked twice. I retired about 11 PM, and was awakened at
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12 PM by nine strong, rapid knocks. A table lamp at the opposite
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corner of the room was thrown violently to the floor and broken.
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There was no window in this corner, and no wind was blowing at
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the time.
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(Note. I have had little experience with phenomena of this sort.
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Magically speaking, it usually represents "breaks" in the opera-
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tion, indicating imperfect technique. Actually, in any magical
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opeation there should be no phenomena but the willed result.)
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Jan 11. Invoked twice, using blood.
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Jan 12. Invoked twice. A heavy windstorm.
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Jan 13. Invoked twice. Windstorm continued.
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Jan 14. The light system of the house failed about 9 PM. Another
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magician who had been staying at the house and studying with me,
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was carrying a candle across the kitchen when he was struck
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strongly on the right shoulder, and the candle knocked out of his
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hand. He called us, and we observed a brownish yellow light about
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seven feet high in the kitchen.
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I banished with a magical sword, and it disappeared. His right
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arm was paralyzed for the rest of the night.
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Jan 15. Invoked twice. At this time the Scribe developed some
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sort of astral vision, describing in detail an old enemy of mine
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of whom he had never heard, and later the guardian forms of Isis
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and the Archangel Michael. Later, in my room, I heard the raps
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again, and a buzzing, metallic voice crying "let me go free." I
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felt a great pressure and tension in the house that night, which
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was also noticed by the other occupants. There was no other
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phenomena, and I admit a feeling of disappointment.
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The feeling of tension and unease continued for four days. Then,
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on January 18, at sunset, while the Scribe and I were on the
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Mojave desert, the feeling of tension suddenly snapped. I turned
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to him and said, "it is done," in absolute certainty that the
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operation was accomplished. I returned home, and found a young
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woman answering the requirements waiting for me. She is describa-
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ble as an air of fire type with bronze red hair, fiery and sub-
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tle, determined and obstinate, sincere and perverse, with ex-
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traordinary personality, talent, and intelligence.
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During the period of January 19 to February 27 I invoked the
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Goddess BABALON with the aid of my magical partner, as was proper
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to one of my grade.
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B. COMMUNICATIONS
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On February 27 my magical partner went East for a visit, and on
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Feb. 28 I went back to the Mojave, invoking BABALON. During this
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invocation, the presence of the Goddess came upon me, and I was
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commanded to write the following communication:
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LIBER 49
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1. Yea, it is I, BABALON.
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2. And this is my book, that is the fourth chapter of the Book of
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the Law, He completing the Name, for I am out of NUIT by HORUS,
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the incestuous sister of RA-HOOR-KHUIT.
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3. It is BABALON. TIME IS. Ye fools.
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4. Thou hast called me, oh accursed and beloved fool.
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5-8. (Missing and presumed lost. Ed.)
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9. Now know that I, BABALON, would take flesh and come among men.
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10. I will come as a penelous (sic) flame, as a devious song, a
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trumpet in judgement halls, a banner before armies.
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11. And gather my children unto me, for THE TIME is at hand.
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12. And this is the way of my incarnation. Heed!
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13. Thou shalt offer all thou art and all thou hast at my altar,
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witholding nothing. And thou shalt be smitten full sore and
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thereafter thou shalt be outcast and accursed, a lonely wanderer
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in abominable places.
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14. Ye Dare. I have asked of none other, nor have they asked.
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Else is vain. But thou hast willed it.
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15. Know then that thus I came to thee before, thou a great Lord,
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and I a maid enrapt. Ah blind folly.
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16. And thereafter madness, all in vain. Thus it has been, multi-
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form. How thou hast burned beyond.
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17. I shall come again, in the form thou knowest. Now it shall be
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thy blood.
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18. The altar is aright, and the robe.
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19. The perfume is sandal, and the cloth green and gold. There is
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my cup, our book, and thy dagger.
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20. There is a flame.
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21. The sigil of devotion. Be it consecrated, be it true, be it
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daily affirmed. I am not scorned. Thy love is to me. Procure a
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disk of copper, in diameter three inches paint thereon the field
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blue the star gold of me, BABALON.
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22. It shall be my talisman. Consecrate with the supreme rituals
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of the word and the cup.
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23. My calls as thou knowest. All love songs are of me. Also seek
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me in the Seventh Aire.
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24. This for a time appointed. Seek not the end, I shall instruct
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thee in my way. But be true. Would it be hard if I were thy
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lover, and before thee? But I am thy lover and I am with thee.
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25. I shall provide a vessel, when or whence I say not. Seek her
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not, call her not. Let her declare. Ask nothing. Keep silence.
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There shall be ordeals.
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26. My vessel must be perfect. This is the way of her perfection.
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27. The working is of nine moons.
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28. The Astarte working, with music and feasting, with wine and
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all arts of love.
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29. Let her be dedicated, consecrated, blood to blood, heart to
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heart, mind to mind, single in will, none without the circle, all
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to me.
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30. And she shall wander in the witchwood under the Night of Pan,
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and know the mysteries of the Goat and the Serpent, and of the
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children that are hidden away.
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31. I will provide the place and the material basis, thou the
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tears and blood.
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32. Is it difficult, between matter and spirit? For me it is
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ecstacy and agony untellable. But I am with thee. I have large
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strength, have thou likewise.
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33. Thou shalt prepare my book for her instruction, also thou
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shalt teach that she may have captains and adepts in her service.
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Yea, thou shalt take the black pilgrimage, but it will not be
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thou that returnest.
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34. Let her prepare her work according to my voice in her heart,
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with thy book as guide, and none other instructing.
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35. And let her be in all things wise, and sure, and excellent.
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36. But let her think on this: my way is not in the solemn ways,
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or in the reasoned ways, but in the wild free way of the eagle,
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and the devious way of the serpent, and the oblique way of the
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factor unknown and unnumbered.
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37. For I am BABALON, and she my daughter, unique, and there
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shall be no other women like her.
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38. In My Name shall she have all power, and all men and excel-
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lent things, and kings and captains and the secret ones at her
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command.
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39. The first servants are chosen in secret, by my force in
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her--a captain, a lawyer, an agitator, a rebel--I shall provide.
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40. Call me, my daughter, and I shall come to thee. Thou shalt be
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full of my force and fire, my passion and power shall surround
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and inspire thee; my voice in thee shall judge nations.
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41. None shall resist thee, whom I lovest. Though they call thee
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harlot and whore, shameless, false, evil, these words shall be
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blood in their mouths, and dust thereafter.
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42. But my children will know thee and love thee, and this will
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make them free.
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43. All is in thy hands, all power, all hope, all future.
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44. One came as a man, and was weak and failed.
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45. One came as a woman, and was foolish, and failed.
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46. But thou art beyond man and woman, my star is in thee, and
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thou shalt avail.
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47. Even now thy hour strikes upon the clock of my FATHER. For He
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prepared a banquet and a Bridal Bed. I was that Bride, appointed
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from the beginning, as it was written T.O.P.A.N.
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48. Now is the hour of birth at hand. Now shall my adept be
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crucified in the Basilisk abode.
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49. Thy tears, thy sweat, thy blood, thy semen, thy love, thy
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faith shall provide. Ah, I shall drain thee like the cup that is
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of me, BABALON.
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50. Stand thou fast, and I shall pass the first veil to speak
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with thee, through the stars shake.
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51. Stand thou fast, and I shall pass the second veil, while God
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and Jesus be smitten with the sword of HORUS.
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52. Stand thou fast, and I shall pass the third veil, and the
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shapes of hell shall be turned again to loveliness.
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53. For thy sake shall I stride through the flames of Hell,
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though my tongue be bitten through.
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54. Let me behold thee naked and lusting after me, calling upon
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my name.
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55. Let me receive all thy manhood within my Cup, climax upon
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climax, joy upon joy.
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56. Yea, we shall conquer death and Hell together.
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57. And the earth is mine.
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58. Thou shalt (make the?) Black Pilgrimage.
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59. Yea it is even I BABALON and I SHALL BE FREE. Thou fool, be
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thou also free of sentimentality. Am I thy village queen and thou
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a sophomore, that thou shouldst have thy nose in my buttocks?
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60. It is I, BABALON, ye fools, MY TIME is come, and this my book
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that my adept prepares is the book of BABALON.
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61. Yea, my adept, the Black Pilgrimage. Thou shalt be accursed,
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and this is the nature of the curse. Thou shalt publish the
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secret matter of the adepts thou knowest, witholding no word of
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it, in an appendix to this my Book. So they shall cry fool, liar,
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sot, traducer, betrayer. Thou art not glad thou meddled with
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magick?
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62. There is no other way, dear fool, it is the eleventh hour.
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63. The seal of my Brother is upon the earth, and His Avatar is
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before you. There is threshing of wheat and a trampling of grapes
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that shall not cease until the truth be known unto the least of
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men.
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64. But you who do not accept, you who see beyond, reach out your
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hands my children and reap the world in the hour of your harvest.
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65. Gather together in the covens as of old, whose number is
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eleven, that is also my number. Gather together in public, in
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song and dance and festival. Gather together in secret, be naked
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and shameless and rejoice in my name.
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66. Work your spells by the mode of my book, practicing secretly,
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inducing the supreme spell.
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67. The work of the image, and the potion and the charm, the work
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of the spider and the snake, and the little ones that go in the
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dark, this is your work.
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68. Who loves not hates, who hates fears, let him taste fear.
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69. This is the way of it, star, star. Burning bright, moon,
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witch moon.
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70. You the secret, the outcast, the accursed and despised, even
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you that gathered privily of old in my rites under the moon.
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71. You the free, the wild, the untamed, that walk now alone and
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forlorn.
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72. Behold, my Brother cracks the world like a nut for your
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eating.
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73. Yea, my Father has made a house for you, and my Mother has
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prepared a Bridal Bed. My Brother has confounded your enemies.
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74. I am the Bride appointed. Come ye to the nuptials--come ye
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now!
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75. My joy is the joy of eternity, and my laughter is the drunken
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laughter of a harlot in the house of ecstasy.
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76. All you loves are sacred, pledge them all to me.
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77. Set my star upon your banners and go forward in joy and
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victory. None shall deny you, and none shall stand before you,
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because of the Sword of my Brother. Invoke me, call upon me, call
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me in your convocations and rituals, call upon me in your loves
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and battles in my name BABALON, wherein is all power given!
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C. BIRTH
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[March 2, 1946 E.V.]
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On March 1 and 2 1946 I prepared the altar and equipment in
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accordance with the instructions in Liber 49. The Scribe had been
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away about a week, and knew nothing of my invocations of BABALON,
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which I had kept entirely secret. On the night of March 2 he
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returned, and described a vision he had that evening of a savage
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and beautiful woman riding naked on a great cat-like beast. He
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was impressed with the urgent necessity of giving me some message
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or communication. We prepared magically for this communication,
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constructing a temple at the altar with the analysis of the key
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word. He was robed in white, carrying the lamp, and I in black,
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hooded, with the cup and dagger. At his suggestion we played
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Rachmanninoff's Isle of the Dead as background music, and set an
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automatic recorder to transcribe any audible occurrences. At
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approximately 8 PM he began to dictate, I transcribing directly
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as I received.
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THE SCRIBE: "The Angel of TARO. A three day retirement to greet
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her. Purify thyself. The symbol is seven by three. It is BABALON.
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Keep secret. The communications are sacred."
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"These are the preparations. Green gold cloth, food for the
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Beast, upon a hidden platter, back of the altar. Disclose only
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when the doors are bolted."
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"Transgression is death."
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"Back of main altar. Prepare instantly. Light the first flame at
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10 PM, March 2, 1946."
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"The year of BABALON is 4063."
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"Beware of the use of profaned rituals."
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"She is flame of life, power of darkness, she destroys with a
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glance, she may take thy soul. She feeds upon the death of men."
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"Beautiful--Horrible."
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The Scribe, now pale and sweating, rested awhile, then continued:
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[The First Ritual]
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"The first ritual. Tomorrow the second ritual. Concentrate all
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force and being in Our Lady BABALON. Light a single light on Her
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altar, saying: Flame is Our Lady, flame is Her hair. I am flame."
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"A plate of food, unsalted. An altar cloth hitherto undefiled."
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"Make a box of blackness at ten o'clock. Smear the vessel which
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contains flame with thine own blood. Destroy at the altar a thing
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of value. Remain in perfect silence, and heed the voice of Our
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Lady. Speak not of this ritual or of Her coming to any person.
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If asked, answer in a manner that avoids suspicion. Nor speculate
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at any time as to Her future mortal identity. To receive flatter-
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ing communications to thy damnation. Press not to receive teach-
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ings beyond those given."
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"Questions: you may ask but three. Spend one half hour in compos-
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ing these at 11:30 PM. The answers must be written at midnight."
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"Thou shalt take the alkahest in thine own mouth, and in the box
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of darkness carefully store this matter."
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"Display thyself to Our Lady; dedicate thy organs to Her, dedi-
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cate thy heart to Her, dedicate thy mind to Her, dedicate thy
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soul to Her, for She shall absorb thee, and thou shalt become
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living flame before She incarnates. For it shall be through you
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alone, and no one else can help in this endeavour."
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"It is lonely, it is awful."
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"Retire from human contact until noon tomorrow. Clear all profane
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documents on the morrow, before receiving further instructions.
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Consult no book but thine own mind. Thou art a god. Behave at
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this altar as one god before another. And so be prosperity."
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"Thou art the guardian and thou art the guide, thou art the
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worker and the mechanic. So conduct thyself. Discuss nothing of
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this matter until thou art certain that thine understanding
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embraces all."
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Here the Scribe ceased dictation. I proceeded to follow these
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instructions and those of March 1, utilizing the following ritu-
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als. I include the rituals used in the operation of the first
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night, in order to indicate the nature of the Force invoked.
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1
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[The First Invocation]
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The temple is opened with the analysis of the key word:
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I N R I. Yod Nun Resh Yod. Virgo Isis Mighty Mother. Scorpio
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Apophis Destroyer. Sol, Osiris slain and risen. IAO. The sign of
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Osiris slain (given). The sign of the mourning of Isis (given).
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The sign of Apophis and Typhon (given). LVX, Lux, the Light of
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the Cross.
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The invoking hexagram is drawn in the four quarters and the name
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ARARITA vibrated in each quarter. In closing, the hexagram is
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reversed.
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2
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The [Second] Invocation
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(From the Gnostic Mass)
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THE PRIEST
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"O circle of stars whereof our Father is but the younger brother,
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marvel beyond imagination, soul of infinite space, before whom
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time is ashamed, the mind bewildered, and the understanding dark,
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not unto thee may we attain unless thine image be love. Therefore
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by seed and root and stem and bud and leaf and flower and fruit
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do we invoke thee."
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BABALON
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"But to love me is better than all things; if under the night
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stars in the desert thou presently burnest mine incense before
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me, invoking me with a pure heart and the serpent flame therein,
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thou shalt come a little to lie in my bosom. For one kiss wilt
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thou be willing to give all. But whoso gives one particle of dust
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shall lose all in that hour. Ye shall gather goods and store of
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women and spices; ye shall wear rich jewels; ye shall exceed the
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nations of earth in splendour and pride; but always in the love
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of me, and so shall ye come to my joy. I charge you earnestly to
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come before me in a single robe, and covered with a rich head-
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dress. I love you! I yearn to you! Pale or purple, veiled or
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voluptuous, I who am all pleasure and purple and drunkenness of
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the innermost sense, desire you. Put on the wings, and arouse the
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coiled splendour within you: come unto me! to me! Sing the rap-
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turous love songs unto me! Burn to me perfume! Drink to me, for I
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love you! I love you! I am the blue lidded daughter of sunset, I
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am the naked brilliance of the voluptuous night sky. To me. To
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me."
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3
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The Third Invocation.
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(From The Vision and the Voice)
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CHORUS
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"Glory unto the Scarlet Woman, BABALON, the Mother of Abomina-
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tion, that rideth upon the Beast, for She hath spilt their blood
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in every corner of the earth, and lo! She hath mingled it in the
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cup of Her whoredom."
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"With the breath of Her kisses hath she fermented it, and it hath
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become the wine of the Sabbath; and in the Holy Assembly hath She
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poured it out for Her worshippers; and they have become drunken
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thereon, so that face to face they beheld my Father. Thus are
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they made worthy to partake of the mystery of this holy vessel,
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for the blood is the life."
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"Beautiful art thou O BABALON, and desirable, for thou hast given
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Thyself to everything that liveth, and thy weakness hath subdued
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their strength. For in that union Thou didst understand. There-
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fore art Thou called Understanding, O BABALON, Lady of the
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|
Night."
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"O my God, in one last rapture let me attain to the union of the
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one with the many. For She is Love, and Her Love is one, and She
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has divided theone love into infinite loves, and each love is
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one, and equal with the One, and therefore is She passed from the
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Assembly and the Law and the enlightenment into the anarchy of
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solitude and darkness. For ever thus must She veil the brilliance
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of Herself."
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4
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[The Fourth Invocation]
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O BABALON, BABALON beloved, come now, partake of the sacrament,
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possess this shrine. Take me now! Let me be drunken on the wine
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of your fornications; let your kisses wanton me to death. Accept
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thou this sacrifice willingly given!
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5
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The Fifth Invocation
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The Call of the Seventh Aire
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Rass I Salman Paradiz Oa-Crimi Aao Ial-Pir-Gah Qui-In Enay Butmon
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Od I Noas Ni Paradial Casarmg Vgear Chirlan Od Zonac Luciftan
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Cors Ta Vaul Zirn Tol Hami Sobol Ondoh Od Miam Chis Ta Zo Od Es
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V-Ma-Dea Od Pi- Bliar O Phil Rit Od Miam C-Crimi Quaada. Od. O-
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Michaloz Oriom Bagle Papnor I Dlugam Lonshi Od Umplif V-Ge-Gi
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Riglied. BABALON!
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6
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The Sixth Invocation
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(from Tannhauser by A. Crowley)
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Isis art thou, and from thy life are fed
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All showers and suns, all moons that wax and wane,
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All stars and streams, the living and the dead,
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The mystery of pleasure and of pain
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Thou art the mother, thou the speaking sea
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Thou art the earth, and its fertility,
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Life, death, love, hatred, light, darkness return to thee
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To Thee!
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Hathoor am I, and to my beauty drawn
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All glories of the Universe bow down,
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The blossom and the mountain and the dawn
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Fruits blush, and women, our creations crown
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I am the priest, the sacrifice, the shrine
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I the love and life of the divine
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Life, death, love, hatred, light, darkness are surely mine,
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Are Mine!
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Venus art thou, the love and light of earth,
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The wealth of kisses, the delight of tears
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The barren pleasures never came to birth,
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The endless infinite delight of years.
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Thou art the shrine at which my long desire
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Devoured me with intolerable fire.
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Thou wert song, music, passion, death upon my lyre--
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My lyre.
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I am the Grail and I the glory now;
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I am the flame and fuel of thy breast
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I am the star of God upon thy brow;
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*mI am the queen, enraptured and possessed,
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Hide thee sweet river, welcome to thee, sea
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Ocean of love that shall encompass thee
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Life, death, love, hatred, light, darkness return to me--
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To me!
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[March 2, 1946 E.V. continued]
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|
On the night of the first performance of these rituals, I pre-
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|
pared the altar and box and food, also flowers and wine. At the
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|
beginning of the rituals, I burnt the Enochian Tablet and smashed
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|
an image of Pan, a favorite possession. (About this time the roof
|
|
on my guest house caught fire from a faulty chimney, and was
|
|
partly destroyed.)
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|
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|
I proceeded with the rituals, noting a mounting tension, and the
|
|
sense of a presence inexpressibly poignant and desirable. There
|
|
was no other manifestation. At twelve PM I put the three ques-
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|
tions and received answers as follows:
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|
1. How can I communicate directly with BABALON, hear her, see
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|
her, feel her, be sure that I am working aright?
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|
Answer. "At the altar in meditation, as you know how. Also,
|
|
invoke me carnally with all your passion. Thus will you feel my
|
|
desire and increase my substance."
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|
2. How can I serve best?
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|
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|
Answer. "Follow instructions exactly and in detail. Avoid loose
|
|
interruptions. Be diligent. Do not hesitate or question, act. All
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|
depends on your time."
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|
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|
3. How can I be certain of the vehicle?
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|
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Answer. "Do not trouble yourself with this. It does not concern
|
|
you. I will provide the vehicle, I will show you a sign, and
|
|
signs. It is the now which concerns us. Keep your faith, think
|
|
not overmuch."
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|
After this an hour's meditation, and so to sleep.
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|
[March 3, 1946 E.V.]
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|
The next day I slipped badly. An inmate of the house disturbed my
|
|
morning meditation. I opened the door and cursed him (in the
|
|
Anglo Saxon fashion). Shortly after he was taken ill, and I
|
|
succumbed to a black mood. I perceived my terrible error, and
|
|
apologized to him, mentally withdrawing the curse. However, the
|
|
day went very badly for me.
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|
|
|
That evening the Scribe and I resumed our work. In a short time
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|
the dictation began:
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|
|
|
"In the presence of our Lord PAN, at the feet of Our Lady BABA-
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|
LON, at the feet of Her (servants?) (changing?) we declare unto
|
|
thee this message (consecrated, dedicated, never to be defiled?)
|
|
(the Scribe was uncertain here) containing the rituals of the
|
|
second and third days, of the welcome and preparation in the Name
|
|
of Our Lady of the Night most gracious, to pure lewd and whore-
|
|
some Lady BABALON. Oh thou who art mortal tremble; given it is
|
|
unto thee a feat never before performed in the annals of your
|
|
histories, never before accomplished successfully. Many have
|
|
dared, none succeeded."
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|
|
|
"Our Lady BABALON must descend to triumph."
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|
|
|
"Mortality. We have not asked this of another, nor shall we ever.
|
|
Even now we doubt thy faith. Is this accepted, are you willing to
|
|
proceed. Answer aloud."
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|
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|
Answer. "I am willing."
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|
|
|
"Then know thou art already faulty in thy delivery. These are ex-
|
|
traneous things. The elemental was not properly released," (this
|
|
was corrected) "thou wert guilty of human rage, the current of
|
|
force has been disturbed. Beware, should'st thou falter again, we
|
|
will sure slay thee."
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|
|
|
"But insofar as thy working was consecrated it has succeeded.
|
|
Rectify thy mortal fault and error. Consecrate all. Now receive
|
|
the second and third rituals."
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|
The Second Ritual
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|
|
|
[March 3, 1946 E.V. continued]
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|
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|
"Consecrate thyself as instructor of Our Lady Incarnate."
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|
|
|
"Take the black box, concentrate upon its emptiness for one hour,
|
|
gaze into it, and thou wilt see, imprinted upon it, a shape, a
|
|
sign, a sacred design, which shall be the sign delivered by Our
|
|
Lady Babalon Incarnate. When thou hast finished, when thou hast
|
|
recognized this pattern, construct it in wood."
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|
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|
"This is the sigil."
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|
|
|
"Ten be the hour appointed. Invoke long, to music indicated."
|
|
[...] (This I keep secret.) "When thou canst feel Our Lady incar-
|
|
nate in thy being, take the black box and perform the consecrated
|
|
rite. "Wear thou scarlet, symbolic of birth. Be sashed in black.
|
|
It matters not the quality of goods. Take then the box, make then
|
|
the sign."
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|
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|
"Paint upon it a second sign which thou knowest. If thou hast
|
|
forgotten, gaze into thy crystal."
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|
|
|
"Meditate while gazing on the qualities of an instructor. Thou
|
|
shalt inscribe in Her book, for Her guidance."
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|
|
|
"Thou art forbidden to leave thy room."
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|
|
|
"The end of the second ritual."
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|
|
|
At the end of this dictation, the Scribe showed signs of exhaus-
|
|
tion. He rested awhile, then we continued:
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|
The Third Ritual
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|
|
|
[March 3 1946 E.V. continued]
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|
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|
"Begin four hours prior to dawn."
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|
|
|
"A period of eradication of all inimical influences. Complete
|
|
perfection. Wear black. Cut from thy breast the red star. Renew
|
|
the blood. Lay out a white sheet. Place upon it blood of birth,
|
|
since She is born of thy flesh, and by thy mortal power upon
|
|
earth."
|
|
|
|
"Thou shalt recognize by the sign. BABALON is born! It is new
|
|
birth, all things are changed, the signs, the symbols, the every-
|
|
thing!"
|
|
|
|
"Thou shalt compass with the aid of the muse suitable invocation
|
|
of the birth of BABALON, and this thou shalt deliver to the
|
|
flames which now burn too."
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|
|
|
"Now thou shalt flame the third, chanting the invocation. She is
|
|
born in the third flame."
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|
|
|
"In verse seven verses of seven lines, seven magick words. Stand
|
|
and chant seven times. Envision thyself as a cloaked radiance
|
|
desirable to the Goddess, beloved. Envision Her approaching thee.
|
|
Embrace Her, cover Her with kisses. Think upon the lewd lascivi-
|
|
ous things thou couldst do. All is good to BABALON. ALL.
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|
|
|
"Then rest, meditating on this:"
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|
|
|
"Thou as a man and as a god hast strewn about the earth and in
|
|
the heavens many loves, these recall, concentrate, consecrate
|
|
each woman thou hast raped. Remember her, think upon her, move
|
|
her into BABALON, bring her into BABALON, each, one by one until
|
|
the flame of lust is high."
|
|
|
|
"Then compose a verse of undetermined lines on this, to BABALON.
|
|
This verse shall be used in worship when she appears."
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|
|
|
"Then meditate upon thy desire, think upon Her, and, touching
|
|
naught, chant these verses. Recall each lascivious moment, each
|
|
lustfull day, all set them into the astral body, touching
|
|
naught."
|
|
|
|
"Preserve the material basis."
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|
|
|
(Question: "In the box?" Answer: "Yes.")
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|
|
|
"The lust is hers, the passion yours. Consider thou the Beast
|
|
raping."
|
|
|
|
"Leave thy casual loves--all belongs to BABALON, thy lust is
|
|
BABALON's. She is with thee three days. The sign is hers, secret,
|
|
and no man knows its correspondence. Guard!"
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|
The next section contains a prophecy which I shall not write
|
|
here.
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|
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|
There follows the indicated invoking poem.
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|
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|
The Birth of Babalon
|
|
|
|
What is the tumult among the stars
|
|
that have shone so still till now?
|
|
What are the furrows of pain and wrath
|
|
upon the immortal brow?
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|
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|
Why is the face of God turned grey
|
|
and his angels all grown white?
|
|
What is the terrible ruby star
|
|
that burns down the crimson night?
|
|
|
|
What is the beauty that flames so bright
|
|
athwart the awful dawn?
|
|
She has taken flesh, she is come to judge
|
|
the thrones ye rule upon.
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|
|
|
Quail ye kings for an end is come
|
|
in the birth of BABALON.
|
|
|
|
I have walked three dreadful nights away
|
|
in halls beyond despair,
|
|
I have given marrow and tears and sweat
|
|
and blood to make her fair.
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|
I have lain my love and smashed my heart
|
|
and filled her cup with blood,
|
|
That blood might flow from the loins of woe
|
|
to the cup of brotherhood.
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|
|
|
The cities reel in the shout of steel
|
|
where the sword of war is drawn.
|
|
Sing ye saints for the day is come
|
|
in the birth of BABALON.
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|
|
|
Now God has called for his judgement book
|
|
and seen his name therein
|
|
And the grace of God and the guilt of God
|
|
have spelt it out as sin
|
|
|
|
His bloody priests have clutched his robes
|
|
and stained his linen gown
|
|
And his victims swarm from his broken hell
|
|
to drag his kingdom down.
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|
|
|
O popes and kings and the little gods
|
|
are sick and sad and wan
|
|
To see the crimson star that bursts
|
|
like blood upon the dawn
|
|
|
|
While trumpets sound and stars rejoice
|
|
at the birth of BABALON.
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|
|
|
BABALON is too beautiful
|
|
for sight of mortal eyes
|
|
She has hidden her loveliness away
|
|
in lonely midnight skies,
|
|
|
|
She has clothed her beauty in robes of sin
|
|
and pledged her heart to swine
|
|
And loving and giving all she has
|
|
brewed for saints immortal wine.
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|
|
|
But now the darkness is riven through
|
|
and the robes of sin are gone,
|
|
And naked she stands as a terrible blade
|
|
and a flame and a splendid song
|
|
|
|
Naked in radiant mortal flesh
|
|
at the Birth of BABALON.
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|
|
|
She is come new born as a mortal maid
|
|
forgetting her high estate,
|
|
She has opened her arms to pain and death
|
|
and dared the doom of fate,
|
|
|
|
And death and hell are at her back,
|
|
but her eyes are bright with life,
|
|
Her heart is high and her sword is strong
|
|
to meet the deadly strife,
|
|
|
|
Her voice is sure as the judgement trump
|
|
to crack the house of wrong,
|
|
Though walls are high and stone is hard
|
|
and the rule of hell was long
|
|
|
|
The gates shall fall and the irons break
|
|
in the Birth of BABALON.
|
|
|
|
Her mouth is red and her breasts are fair
|
|
and her loins are full of fire,
|
|
And her lust is strong as a man is strong
|
|
in the heat of her desire,
|
|
|
|
And her whoredom is holy as virtue is foul
|
|
beneath the holy sky,
|
|
And her kisses will wanton the world away
|
|
in passion that shall not die.
|
|
|
|
Ye shall laugh and love and follow her dance
|
|
when the wrath of God is gone
|
|
And dream no more of hell and hate
|
|
in the Birth of BABALON.
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|
PART TWO
|
|
|
|
THE BOOK OF ANTICHRIST
|
|
|
|
|
|
The Black Pilgrimage
|
|
|
|
Now it came to pass even as BABALON told me, for after receving
|
|
Her Book I fell away from Magick, and put away Her Book and all
|
|
pertaining thereto. And I was stripped of my fortune (the sum of
|
|
about $50,000) and my house, and all I Possessed.
|
|
|
|
Then for a period of two years I worked in the world, recouping
|
|
my fortune somewhat. But that was also taken from me, and my
|
|
reputation, and my good name in my worldly work, that was in
|
|
science.
|
|
|
|
And on the 31st of October, 1948, BABALON called on me again, and
|
|
I began the last work, that was the work of the wand. And I
|
|
worked for 17 days, until BABALON called me in a dream, and
|
|
instructed me on an astral working. Then I reconstructed the
|
|
temple, and began the Black Pilgrimage, as She instructed.
|
|
|
|
And I went into the sunset with Her sign, and into the night past
|
|
accursed and desolate places and cyclopean ruins, and so came at
|
|
last to the City of Chorazin. And there a great tower of Black
|
|
Basalt was raised, that was part of a castle whose further bat-
|
|
tlements reeled over the gulf of stars. And upon the tower was
|
|
this sign
|
|
|
|
|
|
And one heavily robed and veiled showed me the sign, and told me
|
|
to look, and hehold, I saw flash below me four past lives wherein
|
|
I had failed in my object. And I beheld the life of Simon Magus,
|
|
preaching the Whore Helena as the Sophia, and I saw that my
|
|
failure was in Hubris, the pride of the spirit. And I saw my life
|
|
as Giles de Retz, wherein I attempted to raise Jehanne Darc to be
|
|
Queen of the Witchcraft, and failed through her stupidity, and
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again my pride. And I saw myself in Francis Hepburne, Earl Both-
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well, manipulating Gellis Duncan, that was an unworthy instru-
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ment. And again as Count Cagliostro, failing because I failed to
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comprehend the nature of women in my Seraphina. And I was shown
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myself as a boy of 13 in this life, invoking Satan and showing
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cowardice when He appeared. And I was asked: "Will you fail
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again?" and I replied "I will not fail." (For I had given all my
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blood to BABALON, and it was not I that spoke.)
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And thereafter I was taken within and saluted the Prince of that
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place, and thereafter things were done to me of which I may not
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write, and they told me, "It is not certain that you will sur-
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vive, but if you survive you will attain your true will, and
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manifest the Antichrist.
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And thereafter I returned and swore the Oath of the Abyss, having
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only the choice between madness, suicide, and that oath. But the
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Oath in no wise ameliorated that terror, and I continued in the
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madness and horror of the abyss for a season. But of this no
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more. But having passed the ordeal of 40 days I took the oath of
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a Magister Templi, even the Oath of Antichrist before Frater 132,
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the Unknown God.
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And thus was I Antichrist loosed in the world; and to this I am
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pledged, that the work of the Beast 666 shall be fulfilled, and
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the way for the coming of BABALON be made open and I shall not
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cease or rest until these things are accomplished. And to this
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end I have issued this my Manifesto.
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The Manifesto of the Antichrist
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Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law.
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I, BELARION, ANTICHRIST, in the year 1949 of the rule of the
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Black Brotherhood called Christianity, do make my Manifesto to
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all men. And I, THE ANTICHRIST, come among you, saying:
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An end to the pretence, and lying hypocrisy of Christianity.
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An end to the servile virtues, and superstitious restrictions.
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An end to the slave morality.
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An end to prudery and shame, to guild and sin, for these are of
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the only evil the sun, that is fear.
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An end to all authority that is not based on courage and manhood,
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to the authority of lying priests, conniving judges, blackmailing
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police, and
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An end to the servile flattery and cajolery of mods, the corona-
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tions of mediocraties, the ascension of dolts.
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An end to restriction and inhibition, for I, THE ANTICHRIST, am
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come among you preaching the Word of the BEAST 666, which is,
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"There is no law beond Do what thou wilt."
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And I, BELARION, ANTICHRIST, do lift up my voice and prophecy,
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and I say:
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I shall bring all men to the law of the BEAST 666, and in His law
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I shall conquer the world.
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And within seven years of this time, BABALON, THE SCARLET WOMAN
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HILARION will manifest among ye, and bring this my work to its
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fruition.
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An end to consciption, compulsion, regimentation, and the tyranny
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of false laws.
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And within nine years a nation shall accept the Law of the BEAST
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666 in my name, and that nation will be the first nation of
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earth.
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And all who accept me the ANTICHRIST and the law of the BEAST
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666, shall be accursed and their joy shall be a thousandfold
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greater than the false joys of the false saints.
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And in my name BELARION shall they work miracles, and confound
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our enemies, and none shall stand before us.
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Therefore I, THE ANTICHRIST call upon all the Chosen and elect
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and upon all men, come forth now in the name of Liberty, that we
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may end for ever the tyranny of the Black Brotherhood.
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Witness my hand and seal on this [...] day of [...] 1949, that is
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the year of BABALON 4066.
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Love is the law, love under will.
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Belarion, Antichrist
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ANALYSIS BY
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A MASTER OF THE TEMPLE
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of the Critical Nodes
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in the Experience of
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his Material Vehicle
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"I shall regard all phenomena as the particular dealing of
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God with my soul."
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I. Birth
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Oct. 2, 1914, Los Angeles, in , rising in midheaven,
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in favorable conjunc., at apehelion. I chose this constellation
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in order that you might have an innate sense of balance and
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ultimate justice, responsive and attractive nature, a bountiful
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environment and sense of royalty and largesse, strength, courage
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and power combined with cunning and intelligence. Saturn was
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bound in order that you might easily formulate a lower will which
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would have satisfied and overwhelmed you with its spectacular
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success.
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Your father separated from your mother in order that you might
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grow up with a hatred of authority and a spirit of revolution
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necessary to my work. The Oedipus complex was needed to formulate
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the love of witchcraft which would lead you into magick, with the
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influence of your grandfather active to prevent too complete an
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identification with your mother.
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II. Childhood
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Your isolation as a child developed the necessary background of
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literature and scholarship; and the unfortunate experiences with
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other children the requisite contempt for the crowd and for the
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group mores. You will note that these factors developed the
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needful hatred for christianity (without implanting a christian
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guilt sense) at an extremely early age.
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III. Adolescence
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Early adolescence continued the development of the necessary
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combinations. The awakening interest in chemistry and science
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prepared the counterbalance for the coming magical awakening, the
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means of obtaining prestige and livelihood in the formative
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period, and the scientific method necessary for my manifestation.
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The magical fiasco at the age of 16 was needful to keep you away
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from magick until you were sufficiently matured.
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IV. Youth
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The loss of family fortune developed your sense of self reliance
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at a critical period, the contact with reality at this time was
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essential. Your early marriage with Helen served to break your
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family ties and effect a transference to her, away from a danger-
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ous attachment to your mother. The experience at Halifax and Cal
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Tech served to strengthen your self reliance, scientific method
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and material powers. The influence of Tom Rose at this period, as
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that of Ed. Forman in adolescence, was essential in developing
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the male center.
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V. Later Youth
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The house on Terrace Drive, Music, Lynn, Curtis, and Gloria, and
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the increasing restlessness were, of course, all preparations for
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the meeting with A A and O.T.O. The alternate repulsion and
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attraction you felt the first year after meeting Fra. 132 were
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caused by a subconscious resistance against the ordeals ahead.
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Had you had these experiences before, without such resistance,
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you would have become hopelessly unbalanced. Betty served to
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effect a transference from Helen at a critical period. Had this
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not occurred your repressed homosexual component could have
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caused a serious disorder.
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Your passion for Betty also gave you the magical force needed at
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the time, and the act of adultery tinged with incest, served as
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your magical confirmation in the Law of Thelema.
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At this time the O.T.O. was an excellent training school for
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adepts, but hardly an appropriate Order for the manifestation of
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Thelema. Therefore, in spite of your motto you were not able to
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formulate your Will. The experience with the O.T.O. and Aerijet
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were needed to dispel your romanticism, self-deception, and
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reliance on others. Betty was one link in the process designed to
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tear you away from the now unneeded Oedipus complex, the overval-
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uation of women and romantic love. Since this was unconscious,
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the next step was to bring it into consciousness, and there to
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destroy it.
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VI. Early Maturity
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The final experience with Hubbard and Betty, and the O.T.O. was
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necessary to overcome your false and infantile reliance on oth-
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ers, although this was only partially accomplished at the time.
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The invocation of Babalon served to exteriorize the Oedipus
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complex; at the same time, because of the forces involved it
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produced extraordinary magical effects. However, this operation
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is accomplished and closed--you should have nothing more to do
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with it--nor even think of it, until Her manifestation is re-
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vealed, and proved beyond the shadow of a doubt. Even then, you
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must be circumspect--although I hope to take complete charge
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before then.
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Candy appeared in answer to your call, in order to wean you from
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wet nursing. She has demonstrated the nature of woman to you in
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such unequivocal terms that you should have no further room for
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illusion on the subject.
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The suspension and inquisition was my opportunity--one of the
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final links in the chain. At this time you were enabled to pre-
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pare your thesis, formulate your Will, and take the Oath of the
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Abyss, thus making it possible (although only partially) to
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manifest. The exit of Candy prepares for the final stage of your
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initial preparation.
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VII. Conclusions
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The numerous rituals you have performed have resulted in a well
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developed body of light. The ordeals have purged most of the
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emotional and mental garbage--your only real dangers are, and
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have ever been, sentimentality, weakness, and procrastination.
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It is interesting to note that the first weapon you formulated
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was the Lamp of the Spirit, in the invocation to Pan (although
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the Sword was prefigured). Next the Sword in the Horus ritual, as
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was appropriate to your intellectual development at that time.
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Then the Cup out of the wine of your emotional life--the disk out
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of material failure. The Sword remains to be manifested.
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You will note that it has been impossible to truly formulate your
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Will with any of these weapons--naturally--that is only possible
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with the wand. On the other hand, if you had done so previously,
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you would have been unbalanced by the lack of initiated prepara-
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tion. It is a right and natural procedure; the True Will cannot
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be truly formulated until you are initiate in all the other
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planes, and it is well to make no pretense of doing so. Until
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that point all you can known of the true will is the aspiration
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to the next step--towards further experience. That is the glory
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of the Law of Thelema--DO!
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The physical and emotional stresses you feel at present are a
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result of the pull of the Abyss--your present poetry is indica-
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tive. Naturally you find no power in any spell, no comfort in
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any ritual, no hope in any action. You are cut off by your own
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oath. Nor can I or any other aid you at this time. There is only
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manhood, only will, only the vector of your own tendencies,
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developed through the aeons of the past. I do not say how long
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the state will last, or what the outcome may be.
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However, I can formulate some rules which may serve to guide you.
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VIII. Instructions
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A. Works of the Wand--of the Will alone avail in this state. No
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other weapon should be used, no other ritual save the hymn to the
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Unnamed One in the Anthem of the Mass.
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B. You should be meticulous in all observations pertaining to the
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Will, even the most petty. Fulfill all obligations and promises,
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undertake nothing which you cannot fulfill, be prompt in the
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discharge of each responsibility.
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C. Be neat in your personal and domestic habits, indicate your
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selfrespect to yourself.
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D. Do not become unduly involved with any person, and practice
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all your hard-earned wisdom in your relations with women.
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E. Set up your personal affairs in business order. Keep your
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accounts current and your papers neatly filed.
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F. Finish your poetry for publication. Finish the synthesis of
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the Tarot and start work on the preparation of the lessons of
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class instruction from your book.
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G. Pay no attention to any phenomena whatsoever, and continue in
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a sober and responsible way of life under all circumstances.
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Not magical! For you nothing is more magical. Only thus can the
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curse of Saturn be overcome. I see you hate this way. But it is
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an ultimate time--it is you that have taken the oath. The choice
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is me or Choronzon.
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I await you in the City of the Pyramids.
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Belarion
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8 = 3
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