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I was spanked twice after I "came on" to it at age 12. Once when I was
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13, because, as I said, I had been caught stealing from the neighborhood
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Mom & Pop store. This is the account of that incident: .
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Briefly, Mr. & Mrs. Rathkey had a store two blocks from our house, and all
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the kids stopped in there to pick up small groceries for their parents, or
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to buy penny candy for themselves. The store had been there forever...in
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fact, my Father had stopped in there when he was a boy and the Rathkeys
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were a young married couple just starting out. I say that by way of
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letting you know that they knew my family very well. At 12 1/2, I started
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stealing. Just for the thrill of it I guess...something that kids do. At
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first, just penny pretzels when Mrs. Rathkey's back was turned, later I
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progressed to magazines, and Hostess Fruit Pies. (Cherry was my
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favorite!).
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One day, feeling cocky as usual that I had gotten away with it, I was on
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my way down the concrete front steps of the store when I heard Mr. Rathkey
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call my name.
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"You wouldn't happen to have anything extra in that bag today, would you,
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Darla?" he asked. "Not a comic book, or a little pie, perhaps?" My blood
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froze in my veins, my heart rattled my ribcage.
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"No, no sir" I sputtered. "Nothing like that at all!!" I fled down the
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stairs and onto the sidewalk, terrified that he was going to call the
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police! I ran around the corner, and threw the "Archie and Veronica"
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comic and the cherry pie into the nearest garbage can. I shook all the
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way home, my stomach in knots.
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I knew from the look on my Grandmother's face when I ran up onto the front
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porch that Mr. Rathkey had already called my house. She looked at me
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gravely, and said that I had better get upstairs, my parents wanted to see
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me. I hung my head and clutched my stomach, anticipating a screaming
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lecture and not being allowed to go to a play the next night (a Sunday, I
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recall) with Frank Sullivan...my first real date. I didn't know what was
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going to happen, but I certainly didn't expect what DID happen. I hadn't
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been spanked in over a year...I was too big a girl for that now, my Mother
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had said. In the meantime I had rocketed into puberty, and for the first
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time I was having spanking fantasies on an almost nightly basis. It was
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odd to me...I certainly hadn't enjoyed them when they had happened, and
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suddenly, imagining being over my boyfriend's knee with my panties down
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was making me wet and wild in my bed alone at night.
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Both my parents were in the kitchen. My Mother sat at the table, her eyes
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wet. My Father stood over by the sink, his thumb hooked in his belt.
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Neither spoke at first, each waiting for the other.
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"What...we don't feed you enough?" my Father began. "How can you shame me
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like this, Darla? You think Mr. Rathkey didn't call as soon as you left
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the store? You think he didn't tell me this has been going on for some
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time, and that he let it go because our families have been such good
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friends all these years? How do you think your Mother and I feel? Look at
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your Mother! Look at her!! Half of what you are going to get is because
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you hurt your Mother, Darla!!"
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I was sick to my stomach, wishing the last year had never happened,
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wishing I had never stepped into Rathkey's this afternoon, wishing
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..."what I was going to get?" What did he mean? I looked up at him,
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tears in my own eyes, half from remorse, half from fear. "Daddy?" I
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questioned. "Daddy, I'm really really sorry I did this...I didn't
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think..."
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"Yes, I know about that Darla...you didn't think. You didn't think you
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were going to be caught, you didn't think we would find out, you didn't
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think how it would hurt us...and I'm sure you didn't think that this kind
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of stupid, childish act was going to earn you the worst spanking you've
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ever had!!" The words hit me like a wall of bricks. Spanking?? No..that
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can't be...
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"Daddy, no, I don't get spankings anymore, I..." "Your Mother and I have
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already discussed this, Darla. Yes, I know we said you were too old to be
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spanked anymore. But this is a very serious business, and the punishment
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has to be something you will remember all your life. Do you understand?"
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I was frantic. There were NO thoughts of arousal, no little fantasies
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now...this was for real, and they were angry, and all the terror of an 8
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year old came back to me, along with the utter horror of having my
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developing body exposed for such a humiliating punishment.
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"DO YOU UNDERSTAND??" he thundered again.
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"Yes, Daddy", I said faintly, my hands protectively behind me already.
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"And after that, there will be corner time. And after that you will stay
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home tomorrow night and nurse your bottom instead of seeing the play with
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Frank. Do you understand THAT?"
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"Yes, Daddy", I started to cry.
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"Now, here's what is going to happen, young lady. You are going back to
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your room right now. I want you to put your desk chair in the middle of
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the floor, and I want you to sit quietly on the edge of the bed until your
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Mother and I come back there."
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"Both of you?" I looked up from under my wet lashes, frightened.
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"Both of us. You hurt both of us, didn't you?"
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"Yes, sir.'
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"Then both of us are going to punish you. Your Mother is going to warm
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your panties for you, and then they are going to be pulled down, young
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lady, and your Mother is going to give you the best paddling you've ever
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had!"
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"Oh, no Daddy...please...." I started to beg, backing away.
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"Never mind that, Darla. It won't do you any good. When your Mother is
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finished with you, you'll have five minutes to compose yourself and rub
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your bottom. Then, young lady..." he patted his belt..."you are going to
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bend over for Daddy,. and I am going to give you the strap!"
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I threw back my head and wailed. "NNNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO, Daddy
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PLEASE, I'll do ANYTHING, I'll be grounded for a month...a
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year...PLEASE?????"
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He grabbed my arm, pulled me away from the stove, and cracked my bottom
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twice, very hard, with his hand. I wailed and wiggled frantically.
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"NOW, Darla. Go to your room..NOW!!!"
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They let me sit in there at least 15 minutes...it seemed like an hour. I
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tried to think of how to escape...I actually thought about crawling out
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the window and jumping from the second story back porch. I was crying, I
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was frantic...but in my heart I knew I deserved it. The look on my
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Mother's face, her wet eyes...I felt like dying of shame and remorse.
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When at last they knocked softly on the door and came in, my stomach
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twisted and I began to cry again.
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"Do you have anything you want to say to us, Darla Lynn?" my Mother asked
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as she sat down hard in the straight-backed chair from my desk.
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I looked up at her, and the words came straight from my heart. "I'm so
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sorry I shamed you Mom...I promise nothing like this will ever happen
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again. I feel so bad..."
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"Yes, I'm sure you do, Dar" she said softly, "and the second part is
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feeling your spanking so that the lesson sinks in. Do you understand?"
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"Yes, Mom" I sobbed.
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"Come over to me, young lady!"
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I walked to her side, she tugged my corduroy pants down to mid-thigh, and
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with one swift movement she took hold of my wrist and pulled me down
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across her knees. I felt my face redden as my white nylon panties pulled
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tight across my upturned bottom...I knew from bitter experience that they
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wouldn't offer any protection.
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"I...I'm sorry Mommy..." I managed to choke out before her right hand
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slapped down across both cheeks. I yelled and my leg kicked up...I had
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forgotten how much her hard hand could hurt. Twenty times it rose and
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fell, me crying after spank number 3 and not stopping even after she
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stopped. She held me in place across her knee, letting me cry it out for
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a few minutes.
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"Darla?"
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"Yes, Mommy?"
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"I'm going to pull down your panties, young lady, and begin your
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paddling."
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"Mommy, no please...it already hurts a lot, I think I've learned my
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lesson, Mom, ..."
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"That's enough, Darla. The simple fact that you are still arguing shows
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Daddy and me that you haven't learned anything yet."
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My Father had been so quiet that I'd forgotten he was in the room. I
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blushed furiously at the thought of him seeing my bare behind. It was as
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if she read my thoughts.
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"You may stay in position, Dar, you don't need to get up. Just lift your
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tummy a little...there, good girl!"
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I groaned in humiliation as she hooked her fingers in the waistband of my
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panties and pulled them down to keep my corduroys company. She patted my
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bottom.
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"You're nice and pink after your spanking, Darla, but you evidently have a
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long way to go to learning your lesson!" I heard movement, and realized
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Daddy was probably handing her the hairbrush.
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"Mommy, no please, don't paddle me Mommy, I'll be a good girl, I'll never
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steal anything again, Mom, please...not the hairbrush, Mommy, it stings so
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bad...please!"
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I was already twisting and crying, and she grabbed my flailing right hand
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as a precaution and pinned it to the small of my back. She re-arranged my
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bottom so it was at the highest possible point over her right knee, and I
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heard her raise the brush.
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It cracked down hard on my tender right cheek, then left, then center,
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then the place where bottom meets thigh, then back to my right cheek and
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the cycle began again. I howled and bucked and begged and pleaded and
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kicked to no avail. The hairbrush came raining down, leaving angry red
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oval imprints all over my 13 year old fanny. By the end of the paddling,I
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was broken and sobbing in complete submission.
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"Mommy, I'm sorry" I wept, laying limply over her lap as she stroked my
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flaming cheeks with a cool hand.
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"Ssshhh, baby, I know you are. But what you did was very very bad...you
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know that, don't you?"
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"Yes, Mommy" I sobbed, gasping for breath.
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"And you know your punishment is not over yet, don't you?"
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"Yes, Mommy" I groaned, all fight gone.
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"Five minutes, Darla Lynn" I heard my Father say. "You may have five
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minutes to rub your bottom and get ready for the strap. Understood?"
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"Yes, Daddy"
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They both left the room, and I threw myself down on the bed, crying as if
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my heart would break. I had glanced at my rear in the mirror...it was
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flaming red and I had no idea how I was going to be able to take the
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strap. I massaged it tenderly, trying to remove some of the sting before
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my next punishment, but the five minutes were up in a heartbeat. They
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both came back into my room and I turned my head to look at them...with my
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red bottom and tear-streaked face, I must have been quite a sight.
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My Dad had rolled up his right sleeve, and was flexing the strap as he
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entered my room. He doubled it, holding the loose ends firmly, and
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stroked it across his left palm.
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"Darla?"
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"Yes, Daddy?"
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"Time for the strap, young lady. You may stay on the bed...just swing your
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legs around so they are over the side, and let's get some pillows under
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your tummy so your fanny is up nice and high for Daddy."
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I was crying softly, but I knew there was no point in arguing, so I
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stuffed my two pillows under my belly and pushed myself into position. I
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felt so completely exposed and helpless, my bottom up high and bare for
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the leather strap I knew would sting like wildfire. I buried my head in
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my arms and cried again.
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"Darla, it's your choice. This can be the last spanking you'll ever get,
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or it can simply be the first of the last. Your Mother and I will not
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tolerate this kind of behavior. We taught you better than this, and we
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demand better than this. Understand?"
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"Yes, Daddy"
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"And we will not hesitate to take your panties down over and over again
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until you leave this house for good if there is any repeat of this kind of
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activity. Do you understand THAT?"
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"Yes"
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Yes WHAT?"
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"Yes, Daddy!" I sobbed.
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"That's better. Count for me Darla. And if you do not count,or miss a
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count, we start over, is that understood?
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"Yes, Daddy.....oooooohhhhhh Daddy, I'm so sorry, please don't strap me
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hard Daddy, my fanny stings so much!" I couldn't help myself.
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The strap hissed through the air and cracked across my red bottom like a
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live wire. I threw back my head and screeched "ONE" through my sobs.
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He punctuated the strapping with questions...
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"How does that feel, young lady? As good as stealing? Are you learning
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your lesson, Darla? Is the strap teaching you? Can you only learn when
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your panties are down and Daddy is strapping you?"
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I shouted and tossed my hips and bucked my bottom and cried and counted
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until I was hoarse...twenty-five strokes in all. When he finished, he
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left the room, and my Mother sat on the bed, holding me and pressing a
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cool washcloth against my scarlet bottom as I sobbed in her arms.
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"I love you, Mommy" I wept, burying my face in her shoulder.
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"I know you do, Darla, and we love you too. That's why we were so upset,
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and why we had to spank you so hard...do you know that?"
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"Yes, Mommy. Thank you."
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"Corner time, Sweetie." I groaned again.
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"Leave your pants and panties where they are, and go into the dining room.
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You'll stand with your nose against the wall for one half hour, young
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lady, to think about what happened today. And then to bed. I'll bring
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you a sandwich later."
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I was beyond shame. I hobbled into the dining room, thankful that at
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least my brothers had evidently run downstairs to my Grandmother and
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wouldn't see my humiliation. I pressed my hot forehead against the cool
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wall and thought about nothing other than the burning sting of my behind,
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and how I never wanted to see another Hostess Cherry Pie as long as I
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lived!
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