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| There Ain't No Justice |
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- Retrospection -
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by Agnostic Messiah
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boo! it's me again, you're friendly neighborhood messiah. just got done
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looking through the older tanj files for some inspiration. didn't help much..
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but that seven derfs is a good one.. definately.. boffo yuks.. anyhoo..
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things have changed so drastically since last year it isnt even funny.
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just reading over old buffers, old tanjes, and old derf files bring back
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memories.. wwowowowo. back then the big thing was to 'bash goober!'. still
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is, sorta, to some people. i dunno, he/i/everyone is just plain different
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nowadays.. everyone seems to get along a helluva lot better.. i dun get why.
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it's kinda depressing, ya know, seeing yer good friends going off to college
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and all. wow, lets see, kari, gleen, creon, spart.. umm umm Im missing many
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others Im sure, and my apologies to them.. they're just plain not gonna be
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here anymore. weird feeling. i suppose new geeks will turn up, as they always
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have a habit of doing.. like kitten, and willis.. oh well, whatever happens,
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happens, i suppose.. still gonna be strange. hmm.
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i was sitting here, plopped in front of the computer for a good long time,
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talking to da geeks on c/c about some guy with the handle "Dr. Love", who
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tries to help people. i suppose helping people is a great plan and all, but
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this Doc doesnt know when to shut the fuck up. people say he's helped them
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out a great deal.. i dont get it. how can a complete stranger help?! isn't
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that why people have friends?! so they can talk to them and feel secure that
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they wont flip out on you or say, "my god, you're one fucked up bastard!"
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hmm.
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i dunno. people always say, "oh, people are so confusing," or "men are so
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confusing," or "women are so confusing,".. bleh. people are never confusing
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when you know their thought processes.. which is something i often try to do.
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i think, "why does this person say that? why do they do the things they do?"
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usually helps me understand people. might work fer you.
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i'm still just this guy.
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it's weird.. whenever i see something(someone?) i want, i go for it, but
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it's not really there. is it just me!? anyone!? "yes loc, it's called being
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frustrated" why thank you, disembodied mind.
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bbsing is a strange world, it is it is. i call up the friendly chat system
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local to me often, to get the latest news&rumors, for a good time. i smile
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when i hear of all these guys jumping over a certain female (she knows who
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she is!), which is a perfectly natural occurance. but i find it completely
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fucked up when guys, who havent even MET this female in question, decide
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that she is 'theirs' and that she, of course, must be his. usually, i laugh
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at these people. not in their face tho. maybe i should start that, just to
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make them take a second look at how completely ridiculous they are being.
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i, of course, at one time had an interest in the female in question.. she
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probably knew/knows.. but it just changed into a really good friendship. i
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dunno how else to explain it. hmm.
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i read on the friendly "wall" on this local chat system how
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cyber/relationships never work.. and I laugh once more.. as I see good friends
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of mine with the same partner for about a year.. i dunno.. just like life
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I suppose.. then again, this is my life..
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and why is that so sad in your mind? "aww, poor guy, lives his life off a BBS,
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how lame." well, well, well, its not the BBS you slly narrowminded SOB, its
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the people there. ug.people should shut the fuck up more often and think of
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what they say. me included, i suppose, i don't pretend to be an all-knowing
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sage.
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why yes, this file *is* babble. it is, of course, fit for human consumption.
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you really shouldnt write files like this at 5am. brainwracking.
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there are a few people that like to bash people who babble in this way..i
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suppose it can be annoying when you are trying to kill the monster-o-da-day
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in the local arena and someone is trying to express their emotions.. hmm.
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now that i look at it in this way, perhaps its not the babble thats annoying
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people, it's when it's being presented.. perhaps i'll recommend to this
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certain yonderbabbler <g> to present it all in one big file, like this, and
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spare those who havent the time, patience, or intelligence to read it online.
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hmm.
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"why yes, these are bugle boy jeans"
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or something. Im not one who watches TV much. TV is just plain evil, thats
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all there is to it. no interaction what-so-ever. i cant wait for the fun
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VR technology.. no more of this TV bullshit.. no more of this computer
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bullshit even.. wont even see a keyboard like the one Im using now.. instead
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of booting up a term program and telling it to call your local chat system,
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the PVR system (personal virtual reality) would call up the local chat and
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project a fun hologram of you into a virtual room, full of other holos.
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and of course, it'll be complete with Tele-Arena v. 23.0, where you actually
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wear the appropriate armor and use the right weapon.. I wonder if Sean will
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have the game done by then.. Prolly not.. Bleh.. Im just looking foward to
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when people can walk into their PVR system, load up a Star Wars hologram game,
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and fly an Xwing. that would be spiffy-as-hell.
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why did i mention all that? because i wanted to get it off my chest.. thats
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why. if ya didnt like it.. well.. tough. :)
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5:25am. i hear birds.
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i can't believe how much i've changed since january of this year. i wonder
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why it is.. could it be stuff i've learned talking to friends? could it be
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the most intense emotional experience you can have(acid)? timothy leary once
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said, "people need to leave their minds before they can come to their senses."
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right on, man. nowadays, i can cope with things a lot better. i don't flip
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out on the wrong people anymore for no reason. i'm usually in a decent mood,
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too. i dunno why. it just happened. hmm.
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my grandparents were here earlier (last night?). got a nice big lecture on
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the importance of school. and the importance of joining activites in HS. I
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pretty much shot down the idea of joining clubs.. I was told to join a writing
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club.. i said, "why? i don't get along with most of the people in school, why
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should i put my time and effort into working with them?" sigh. whatever
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happens, happens. i just cant wait til i'm out of here.
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maybe i'll end up like mij, who now appears to have taken a renewed interest
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in schooling and stuff of that nature. or maybe i'll keep on the same
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mental track i'm on now, that college and all of the bullshit that goes with
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it is pointless, as it doesnt matter what you do in the practical world of
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colleges and things of that nature.. blarg! it's a complicated issue. we'll
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all end up the same when we're dead, right? right.
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oh, yeah, well, suicide is always an alternative, but it's just doesnt turn
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me on as much anymore. prolly because nowadays i'll just talk to friends about
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it,and see how they're in the same boat.. midas well enjoy it then.
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"sheesh, he's not done YET!?"
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i still think religion is a scam. the basic teachings of the religions are
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useful tho. i really enjoy the basic ideal of Wicca "and if it harm none,
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do what thou wilt." or something of that sort, Im probably greatly offending
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some Wiccan with botching that line up, but, oh well, shoot me.
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i think i'll wrap this up now, and send it off to who should get it. i feel
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like saying hey to a few people first, so bear with me.
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Kari/Dreamer/Bitch/Obnoxious One/Banana Girl/Jungle Woman/Rasta (wow, and you
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say I have a lot of nicknames <g>): i can't believe yer going off to college
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and leaving us silly geeks back here in dumpy NJ. i dunno how some people
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will react to you leafin', but i'll miss ya. nono, it's not a hormone thing,
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you've been a real good friend for the past year now, and i'm sad to see you
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leave. see ya at thanksgiving tho! :)
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Zodiac/Lupus Yonderchild/BiONiC FlEa/Zawd: heh, well, no big long sad goodbye
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for you :). you and i seem to be on the same wavelength a lot, especially
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in writings and stuff like this, so i'll send this off to ya first.. you've
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been pretty cool in the past year, no matter what some assholes might have
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said about you (you know who they are, and if you need me to spell em out, ask
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me later:)
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wow. these things are getting pretty long. oh well.
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Flammable Fuzzball/Fuzzball/Fuzzy/Syd the Hindu-Satanist Transvestite/Webster
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Watcher: hmm. i dunno what to say, yer prolly one o' the coolest people i've
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met on that evil chat system. and i'm glad i've found a fellow Websterite! :)
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Ulycees/Blade Runner/Yooly/Paul #2: I DONT HAVE YOUR RUNESTAFF! AGGGG! oh
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wait, you didnt ask. sigh. anyway, we dont always see eye-to-eye on a bunch
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of issues, but you've been pretty cool over the last year. thanks a lot for
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the free GnR exposure too :).. I think you brainwashed me or something to
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turn me into a GnR fan.. i dont get it. :)
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Subroc/Joon/Joon the Baptist: not many people seem to be able to get to know
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you very well, since you always have that cheerful "fuck off" demeanor :),
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but i'm pretty darn glad to count you as a friend.
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Specter/Spectre/Maniac/Goober/Fizban/(endless different handles with typos in
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them): ack. we went from being pretty much enemies last year to friends this
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year. last summer was really all outta wack. i kinda miss being growled at
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every 5 minutes because I said hi to Dreamer :).. (kidding!) but i'm glad we're
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pretty good friends now.
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ack. this is gonna take forever. :)
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Kitten Kaboodle/Hippy Chick/Kara/Kanoodle/
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Nood-a-licious-Nooooooooooooooooooooooooodle/etc etc: eep. after pestering
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you to call c/c last year, you finally started calling regularly. and at the first c/c fest you were
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at, you practically ignored me. :( But in 6 months you've become a real good
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friend o' mine.. dont go nowhere! :)
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Zoso/Willis/B A S S master/Half-Assed Monkey Boy/Spectre Rejectre/etc: you
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seem to be pretty much in the same boat I was in last year. dont be so down
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alla time, learn to live with it. it aint so bad. btw: women aren't
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everything! :) i'm serious.
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lets see.. who did I miss.. oh yeah..
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Spartacus/KelAnth/James/Spart/Spurt/etc: hmm. we've known eachother for over
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10 years now (thats scary), and now yer goin' off to Pitt fer college. i still
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think thats fucked up, yer goin' to college before me.. sigh.. well anyway..
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I pretty much said my piece in yer yearbook.. but to reinterate.. You've been
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a great friend, and I'll miss ya when ya go to college.
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Urethris/Pisstube/Urine Luck(I love that one)/Whipped Boy :>: yeehaw. you went
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from full-time sick0 geek (remember "sick sick sick"?) to part-time anti-TA
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geek. i dont blame ya, really. You said once a few weeks (was it months?)
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how you didnt feel like a geek anymore. well, show up to more fests damn it!
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we miss ya, pissah! :)
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only a few more.. it's the home stretch! :)
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Midnite Raider/Midnite/Mij/Bloaf/Jim: you've probably helped me the most by
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telling me the absolute truth in situations when I needed it. theres just
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waaaaaay too many situations to recall to bring them all up here. but i thank
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you, muchly.
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last but not least..
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Marauder/Cyberwolf/Gleen/HoM BoY: yer another great friend o' mine over the
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last year.. i'm too tired now to go into great detail :)..
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and to everyone I missed who will be really pissed off since I didnt say hey
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to 'em (meaning Phil/Nap, Baz, Burd, JD, Kelvin (sorry about the rug <ducking)
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, Scim, and, hell, everyone) thanks a lot for, well, for being here. :)
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P.S. ACK! I forgot Beak/Gen. Anarchy! ACK! HEY! :)
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